Chapter 10 – Graduation

by Kara McIntyre on June 4, 2011

The room was buzzing with excitement as Principal John Reed took his place next to the stage. Above him and to the left sat 58 chairs perched in tightly curved rows split into two sections right down the middle. He was actually surprised they had all fit, but there they were.

Maybe it was silly to pack the kids into such a small area, especially considering the continued growth the school experienced each year, but there was something about placing them up there in front of their friends and family. The students loved it, he could tell. Every year, he saw it in their faces.

Besides, the stage got very little use, as far as stages go. There was a play once a year, of course, so that made it useful for a weekend or two. And there were the occasional school assemblies, but he often preferred to stand in front of the stage, level with the teachers and students. The last thing he wanted to do was tower over the student body like some kind of pompous dictator. Never mind the rumors to the contrary.

No, for the most part, the humble platform and red velvet curtain served as a backdrop for auctions and science fairs, pizza parties and detentions, in-services and study halls. And every day between 11:30 and 1:30 it oversaw that most popular of school-wide activities: lunch. After all, the room was, for all intents and purposes, a cafeteria.

And today it was buzzing.

Families were still trickling in the door and taking their seats. Parents poured over their programs in search of their child’s name. Older kids chatted idly as their younger siblings gasped and pointed at the twisting balloons brightening up the stage in brilliant reds and golds.

A group of sixth and seventh graders seated directly in front of the stage clutched their instruments as the noise began to die down. John checked his watch. 7:08. He caught Karl’s eye and gave a quick nod. The band director lifted his arms, whispered a few final words of encouragement to his students, and the program began.

Every parent turned their head as the students began their proud, solemn march toward the stage to the familiar strains of “Pomp and Circumstance.” The teachers lining the front rows turned as well, some with bright smiles, others with lingering signs of exhaustion, but all with a sense of contented relief.

It was an important day for everyone. For the parents, it was a symbol of how much their children had grown. It was one more step toward that all-too-scary reality their babies were headed toward: adulthood. For the teachers, it was another year past, and another group of pupils moving on to their next phase in education. It was many proud successes and a few regrets. And it was the promise of another year, another group, and another chance.

Most of all, it was about the students. And for them, the evening meant something completely different. It was an honor that distinguished them among their peers. It was the anxiety of deep hurts and silly squabbles from the last few years fading away. It was a deliverance from the awkwardness and pain of adolescence. It was proof that they had arrived, and they could get through anything. They had come to this school as children. They would leave as high schoolers.

And that was why John loved this event more than any other he put on. It was an accumulation of everything they had worked toward all year as students, parents and educators. It was a time to celebrate the kids, but also the people who had helped them succeed. They had all had a part to play this year, for better or for worse.

That’s what he wanted to touch on in his speech. He wanted this ceremony to be a time of joy and celebration, but also a time of reflection. He believed in his school and his staff. They had prepared their students as best they could, but the kids still had a long journey ahead of them. Whether they had struggled this past year or not, they would need the love and support of their parents and each other to help them through this next phase of their lives.

He wanted them to see that they were a part of something bigger, a community stretching through the years and miles, teaching them that they all shared the same basic dreams and desires. They all wanted to be respected and loved. They all wanted to make a mark on the world. They all wanted to be successful and happy. Reminding them that they’re not alone, that everyone has a purpose.

The older he got, the more John felt the validity of this truth. He had seen so many students come and go, and teachers too. And no matter what internal or external struggles they went through, they were all driven by the same basic need. They wanted to understand, and to be understood. And when it came right down to it, wasn’t that the point of education?

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Chapter 9 – Testing the Standards

by Kara McIntyre on April 27, 2011

It was a beautiful, sunny day, unfortunately. The kind of day that begged to be enjoyed, in a take off your shoes and run in the grass sort of way.

That was precisely why Anne forced her eyes away from the beckoning windows and toward the faces of her nervous fourth graders. If she wanted to be outside, they probably wanted it ten times more. She smiled at Javier, who was fidgeting with his number two pencil. Everything will be fine, she told herself, and took a deep breath.

“You may begin working now.”

It was standards testing day, and Anne was just about as apprehensive as she was when she had agreed to move to fourth grade from first grade in July.

“I really need you in fourth grade,” is what Principal Reed had said, and Anne had accepted, knowing many challenges would lie ahead.

One of those would be the standards tests. As a first grade teacher who was only two years out of credentialing, she hadn’t been sure she was up to the pressure. But here she was ten months later, facing it head-on. As she walked around the room, she thought about the last year and the things that had prepared her and her students for this day.

* * *

“Let me rephrase the question: how will you prepare your students for standardized testing?”

Anne stopped mid-sentence and stared at her master teacher as he calmly erased the white board in his fifth grade classroom. She had been placed there for her preliminary student teaching, and while she appreciated the discussions he facilitated to help prepare her, they sometimes reminded her why she wanted to end up in first grade.

“I-I’m sorry?”

“You were telling me your opinion on standards testing. I want to know how you will prepare your students for it.”

This wasn’t the first time Anne had misunderstood one of his questions. She had this bad habit of reading too far into things and saying what she thought people wanted to hear. It was a tactic that did not often work well on Mr. Amadi.

“Oh, of course, sorry. Um, I guess…practice tests?”

Mr. Amadi smiled. “Come over and write on this board,” he said, presenting her with a dry erase marker. Anne took it from him and stood in front of the board, waiting for further instructions.

“What if I told you that you must use this board to teach? This is the resource we’ve been given to help students learn and improve, and you are required to use it. Would that bother you?”

“Um…probably not,” Anne replied, unsure, as usual, where this was going.

“Go ahead and write the Pledge of Allegiance.”

Anne began writing on the board as neatly as possible. She knew that wasn’t the point of the exercise, but he was her master teacher, after all.

“Ugh, I hate white boards, they’re awful,” Mr. Amadi exclaimed, and Anne started with a jolt.

“Keep writing,” he said. “I don’t think they’re nearly as successful as people seem to think. In fact, I believe they contribute more to leaving students behind than helping them. Keep writing. I can’t believe we have to use white boards, they’re terrible!”

With liberty and justice for all. Anne underlined “all” for a bit of added flourish, set down the marker and turned to face Mr. Amadi.

“Still feel good about that?”

“Not really,” Anne laughed, “But you made me keep writing, so…”

“What if another teacher walked in and said white boards are great? That they have been specifically designed to help illustrate concepts to students and studies are constantly being done to improve them further?”

“I guess I would have to use it for myself to find out.”

“Sure, but that’s not the point I’m making. Obviously, it’s an imperfect comparison. A white board is a simple object used to teach, and standards tests are complex tools used to assess learning in our schools. What I’m saying is, telling you whether I think a white board is inherently good or bad doesn’t help you. If I wanted to help, I’d teach you how to use it.”

Anne considered his point for a moment, and for once the silence Mr. Amadi seemed to strategically place in the middle of his lessons wasn’t a nerve-wracking one.

“No matter what your opinion is on the subject, sending your students mixed signals about something they have to do, something we all have a stake in, doesn’t help anyone,” Mr. Amadi continued, picking up the eraser and sweeping it over the words Anne had so meticulously written. “So don’t tell them why they should love it or why they should hate it, or even why they should fear it. Just teach them how to tackle it to the best of their ability.”

“By the way,” He  said with a smile, tapping the clean board for emphasis. “Drawing simple pictures to go along with the words sometimes helps more visual learners connect with your lessons.”

* * *

It made Anne smile just thinking about it. She had really respected Mr. Amadi, and she was glad he was her first master teacher, despite the fact he had been extremely good at intimidating her.

Still, she had taken his lessons to heart.

She didn’t have extremely strong feelings against standards tests, but she had her doubts. She knew Thomas was a bright kid who had learned a lot, but he wouldn’t do well. He was still on the second page of the Language Arts test. He couldn’t get far when things outside the window kept catching his eye.

And Rosa still struggled with reading comprehension. Her grasp of English compared to her first day was an astronomical improvement. She always participated, she was eager to learn and Anne was so proud of her. But her score would still be low. It wouldn’t accurately measure her success the way Anne could; there was no way.

But Anne had refused to be discouraged. In the months and weeks leading up to testing she had kept it positive. They had taken practice tests, she had asked them questions to help them self-assess, and she had coached the class on their weak areas. And through it all, she had thought of Mr. Amadi.

“Teach them how to tackle it to the best of their ability,” he had said, and that is what she did.

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Chapter 8 – Cross-curricular Papers II

March 26, 2011

“I can’t believe you roped me into this,” Nate groaned, resting his head in his hands. Papers were scattered across the table, and Eric Ikeda, a fellow seventh grade teacher, was busy shuffling and sorting them into piles. Eric had come to Nate in August with a plan to combine the module on China Nate [...]

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Chapter 7 – Subbing

February 28, 2011

Bzzzzzzz. Bzzzzzzz. Elana rolled over with a groan. It was still dark outside. Why did she always have to wake up when it was still dark? She squinted at the clock: 5:30. Of course they were calling at 5:30. Bzzzzzzz. Bzzzzzzz. The sound of her cell vibrating across her nightstand was remarkably similar to a [...]

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Chapter 6 – Jasmine’s Face

January 11, 2011

“Do you need help, Jasmine?” The second grader’s big brown eyes flicked to Mr. Gonzalez’s face, then back to the blank paper on her desk. She shrugged. Alex glanced around the classroom at the other students. He had asked them to write a few sentences about their favorite thing to do, making sure to include [...]

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Chapter 5 – Whiteboards?

November 23, 2010

“So, what do you guys think about the interactive whiteboards they’re installing in a few more classrooms this week?” Scott asked, smiling brightly behind his turkey sandwich. Roger’s heart sank .This again, really? He knew Scott’s generation liked technology, but did they have to bring it up every break? It was bad enough he had [...]

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Chapter 4 – You’re Suspended

October 23, 2010

It was Tyler again, she knew it. Katherine DeMarco stepped outside her classroom, surveyed the crowd forming around another disturbance in the playground and knew immediately it had something to do with him. It was October and the amount of trouble the kid had already gotten into while in her fifth grade class was almost [...]

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Chapter 3 – Language Barrier

September 17, 2010

It was a typical day in Michelle Foerster’s kindergarten class. Haley untied her shoes six times. Gabriel had a meltdown. Joey threw up. And still Manuel sat. The more Michelle thought about it, the more she realized that was what bothered her most. She could deal with all of it: the excitement, the chaos…the vomit. [...]

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Chapter 2 – Cross-curricular Papers?

August 21, 2010

“It’s not that they lack passion. I know they have it in them, I just have to figure out how to encourage them to show it,” Eric Ikeda said, adjusting his glasses and taking another sip of coffee. School had just started, and the 35-year-old Language Arts teacher was already considering ways he could improve [...]

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Chapter 1 – You’re One of Our Best

July 14, 2010

“I really need you in fourth grade, Anne. You’re one of our best.” The memory of her conversation with Principal Reed still set Anne’s heart pumping. John was not one to dole out compliments flippantly, and the idea that she was considered important to the school after only two years of teaching was unnerving. She [...]

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